Twenty-seventeen has been a year of discovery. I worked toward something I’ve dreamt of, I cut out people who made me felt less like myself, I quit relationships and friendships I were unhappy to be in, I fell and I stood back up again. I know it's too early to say I've figured it out but I think I’ve figured some of it out. I came to love myself and prioritize myself over every other superficial things and people, I came to accept what I can’t change and be the change in what I can change. I’ve never been happier and more satisfied with life to be honest. I still have a long way to go to get to where I want to be but I’ve learned to be happy with right now while also looking forward to the unknown future. It’s a very difficult thing to balance but I’m grateful. And I think that’s the most important thing- to be happy is to be grateful of where you are and what you’ve come to own no matter how small or big it is. After all, everything in life described by an adjective is bound to relativity.
I've been trying to figure out on how to utilize this space as I have never been someone who'd speak openly about my daily ongoings nor do I think I can do it better than everybody else who's better at articulating life in words than I do. The internet is so saturated and in such public time of humanity with only so little left unexposed I'd like to keep some of it to myself but I'll definitely drop by sometime.
Meanwhile, this track has been on repeat for awhile.